Thursday, December 1, 2011

Random Loneliness

The holidays are approaching, and so is my 20th birthday (tomorrow, in fact). I should be feeling the warmth, glow, and cheer of the holiday season... but I do not. Instead, this holiday season, I am being constantly reminded that I am alone in all that I do. Not even those who I thought I could trust are there when I need them most. There is no one that I can confide in because I am always the victim of betrayal. And what is worse is that I have nowhere to go... But I have something major to prove. I have to prove, not only to everyone else, but to myself that I am capable of pushing through this hardship as I have done my entire life. The way Atlas is condemned to carry the burden of the world on his back for all of eternity, I too am condemned to a life of trial and hardship. C'est la vie. 

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